The End Is Near!

It is over tmorrow. Whoever wins this thing will be well deserving. We have all worked really hard and have achieved so many goals. We should be extremely proud of ourselves and each other. Godd luck ladies, I have learned to love you all.

Gobble Gobble

THank goodness my neck isn't fat anymore. There was a little somethin somethin hangin down in my first picture. I look like I am going to yack on myself in that pic. No more turkey gobbler for me. Now if I could just get rid of the joeys!!!!!
I am starting to face the fact that I'm not ging to get under 200 during this competition. I guess I need 9 weeks instead of 8.

ps. I would just like to share that I probably will not be able to fall asleep any time soon due to the freaks that live above me and their squeeky bed!!!! SICK!!!

I hate laundry!!!

I have done nothing but wash clothes today. What an exciting weekend I have had! It is bad when you can't see your floor. I hate laundry!!!!!3 days left, I have 4 billion pounds to loose... we will see what happens

dumb

my computer is dumb! it is a big piece of junk! I have just spent half an hour dozing off while it shut down and booted up over and over again. so here is my blog. this is all you get today. i blame technology. hopeflly i can resist having an office space moment and wait to throw it against the wall until after this is posted.
hope everyone is having a great weekend!

TGIF!!

I am so happy that it is Friday. That means I actually get to sleep in. I thinks Saturday is my new favorite day because I don't have to listen to the alarm at 3am.
I am really enjoying working out with April. I think that we are on the same level and we think a lot alike. She is pretty much a nut. I am glad that we are getting a chance to hang out even if it is for just a week. She really kick some butt and picked it up on the treadmill which was awesome. It is so cool to get to see someone reach a new level and realize what they have accomplished.
I am also really thankful for my trainers. Since I am pretty much a basket case, it is helpful that they know how to push me and make me want to reach new goals. I hate running, or at least I use to. I can't believe that I am actually running on the treadmill and enjoying it. I really want to eventually be able to do a bit of distance running, but for now, a few minutes at a time feels awesome. My foot seems to be getting a little better. When it is all good nothing will stop me. After all, I am the Bionic Woman-- thanks Kracken

Sleep?

what is sleep? can you buy it at the store? win it from the lottery? Can someone please tell me where I can find some sleep!!!!!! I really need it. I am starting to feel seriously crazy!

Til the end

I'm still in. I'm still hungry. I still need sleep. Congrats to everyone! I love all my teamates old and new!! Go food busters... gut fighters...whatever.

dumdumdum!!!

Tomorrow is weigh in. I know that I have not done well this week despite all of my efforts. I know that I have tried my hardest but you can't expect to loose 10 pounds every week. This is my week to hover in the weight department and that is just something that I have to accept. I have been very limited in my work outs this week and I know that was detrimental to my weight loss this week.
So... tomorrow I am either going home because I didn't loose enough weight or I am staying because I am gimpy and having a fun time with my plataue. I'm not sure which it will be but I do know that I have given this competition my all! I know that I don't want to leave and I am not ready to give up the awesome training that I have received!!
Maybe I will magically loose tons while I am sleeping and be the biggest looser tomorrow. A girl can hope can't she....

I have lost 30.5 lbs since we started this. My personal goal for the competition was 42lbs. That would put me at 199!! Something that I haven't seen in a really long time. I would really like to make it to that goal in this 8 week period whether I am competing or not. 11.5 pounds to go, I am doing everything possible to make it there. I am so happy for others who have reach some of their personal goals!! Congrats to Stacey and everyone else for their successes.

Reply to Boys Sucking...

It is because--
The one you don't like thinks you do...
The one you do like doesn't like you ...or has serious commitment issues..
AND The one who does like you.. IS MARRIED.. scum scum of the earth men.. ( I don't care what your cultural beliefs are... I don't share!!!)Why do they think that they can have their cake and eat it too.. well ok if I had cake right now I would definitely eat it.

Then there is the hot gay best friend... not fair
The MANEATER ( hot chick friend that finds all the good guys... destroys them, then turns them into jerks for the rest of us because they have shredded their hearts)

Something just isn't right here. Are there any good guys left out there? And if so, could the beanpole skinny witches lay off for a little while so that the chunkamunks can find them.
In the words of a beloved line cook near to my heart..."Big girls need love too"

What The *%#@*&%#*???

That was completely devastating!!! I can't believe I stayed up to watch us looooose. SUCK!

Why are boys stupid?

This would be the question of the day! If anyone happens to know the answer I would really love for you to share.
WHY ARE BOYS SO STUPID?????

reflections of a chunkamunk.....

(thanks for that term april)

I can't believe that I have made it this far, or maybe it is everyone else that can't. This contest has been really hard for me and I'm sure all of the other contestants. We have all accomplished a lot and I know that I am truly proud of myself. It is coming down to the end and I am not in lead nor anywhere near it. It is going to really suck if I make it to the last week and get squat. You know what though, I have lost 30 pounds. That is a small child. AND I have done it in a healthy way. I know that I will not be the one to yoyo back to my fat weight. I wish others luck in that department. I am not getting all caught up in how much I loose every week as long as it doesn't come back.

This week is going to be really hard for me. I feel all gimpy and I know that my workouts have been wimpy. My foot has hindered all running and most walking impossible. I think that I am actually up a pound right now and that is really frustrating. I never thought in my life that I would want to go running and not it is driving me crazy that I can't. I do feel like I am healing though so at least it isn't getting worse. That's a plus! Hopefully I can drop at least a few lbs before Wednesday. If not, it has been fun, challenging, miserable, and exciting!

why am i awake???

it is way too late for this little girl! i actually went out tonight for the first time in forever. I love Silky's=) I looked HOT!!! thank you very much. what can i say, the boys like the girls...hehehe
i had a great time but i know i am going to pay for it when i try to get back to my crazy sleep schedule.

can you live without it?

Through this whole thing we have been trying to learn what we can and can't live without. Do you really need that supersonic double cheeseburger or should you just have a salad?? with that said i would like to express some concern bout what I feel that I can't live without.

I am always the responsible friend, the mom you might say. I am the perma designated driver. I don't get trashed or sloppy drunk. I don't vomit in public or do embarrassing things because I am drunk. I don't use alcohol to kill the pain or make me feel better. I have never thought of myself as an alcoholic like some of my friends but I am really having a problem. BOOOOZZZZZ!!! I want a drink. I don't care what it is. I just want some alcohol. I need a serious date with a bottle of Jager!!!
I know I can live without it but I really want a glass of wine or something, anything. 2 more weeks....

what to eat???

the cravings are coming back. it is making it really hard to make good decisions. i am also really stressed because i can't work out as hard as i want to. if my body would just heal this would be so much easier and i wouldn't want to bang my head against the wall.

i got nothin

i promise to have something wonderfully insightful posted soon however i am wiped out and i have to take care of my body if i am going to continue. i have an extra early am so i need the zzzzzzzzz
i hope everyone had an awesome day and is ready to start the final stretch.

04/01/08

My foot feels sooo much better...april fools... this is a major bummer but i am pushing on.
tomorrow is the dreaded weigh in. i hope i am ready. too long in the sauna...time for some much needed sleep.