can you live without it?

Through this whole thing we have been trying to learn what we can and can't live without. Do you really need that supersonic double cheeseburger or should you just have a salad?? with that said i would like to express some concern bout what I feel that I can't live without.

I am always the responsible friend, the mom you might say. I am the perma designated driver. I don't get trashed or sloppy drunk. I don't vomit in public or do embarrassing things because I am drunk. I don't use alcohol to kill the pain or make me feel better. I have never thought of myself as an alcoholic like some of my friends but I am really having a problem. BOOOOZZZZZ!!! I want a drink. I don't care what it is. I just want some alcohol. I need a serious date with a bottle of Jager!!!
I know I can live without it but I really want a glass of wine or something, anything. 2 more weeks....